July 23, 2010

I've been single for 7 months now. The longest I've been single since my first boyfriend. I'm sure this is good for me, but I miss having someone's arms around me... and tonight, even though he was just popping my back, it felt so good to have someone hold me... I wish he was mine...

July 12, 2010

If you'd asked me 4 years ago what I would be doing on this day I would've told you I would be dead.
If you'd asked me 2 years ago what I would be doing on this day I would've told you I'd be getting ready to marry Sam.
If you'd asked me 1 year ago what I would be doing on this day I would've told you I'd be moving in with Tyler, and losing my virginity.
Instead, I spent the day at the beach, enjoying being alive, being single, being a virgin, turning 18, and marveling at God.